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Between Love & Loss

by Johnnyrook

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1.
Cautious got a complex for dishonesty Here it sits in front of me She's cutting it close to feeling so wrong Something has got ahold, it lurks down below Careful it doesn't get too close Is she by the door? Or in the hall? Give her back her hand, or she'll burn us all Besides the feeling that I get when you disown me I curse my eyes because it's something that I didn't see I'm out of touch and out of time without a gasping reach The pearled gates have opened up and they have summoned me It's not enough you'd rip my heart out I'd give it to you openly It's not enough when you show me regret But it's too late Misery loves company (It's You) When you're stranded gotta hand it to you No one seems to drag me down the way you do (torn) Battered and abused Seeded fears instilled in a yound mind I guess it's part of growing up I've read the writings on the wall but have ignored them You've questioned everything but somehow reaffirmed the sense I'm fighting hard to keep this tongue from finally slipping out You open wide and it'd be wise for you to shut your mouth I held you in the highest of regards Collapse to the force of pushing over Oh, it's me you wanted Oh, contained or at large Time is what it should have been Keep on leading her on I'd do it over if I could again Would I be wrong, or am I wrong? Face first to the wind while you sway Good God can you tell when it's over? I think, "Oh well..."
2.
Ease 04:08
The wind blows her down Like the last leaf of a dying tree With it's out-stretched fingers towards the sky Screaming to be free her memory lacks a little But to her it's all the same...it's all the same A pale orange sky tinged with a blood red lover She won't remember that he's gone but to her it's all the same Days to months, months to years Tomorrow's yesterday only elevates her fears So just let me go to ease your mind Close your eyes I'll be there When the cold wind cries It soothes her broken nerves Endlessly forgotten what she does not deserve Can we paint a picture and leave out what remains Ask someone to tell us why to her it's all the same Look through hollow eyes I've been thinking about yesterday and what you said Keeps me alive And the chance we take You'll be missing me when I'm away And the picture fades We'll still have yesterday
3.
Capsize sinking the ships, burn bridges Beneath shallow heartache (waters) You won't rest eloquently tonight and the screams drown your eyes Severed everything for nothing Lay this body to rest Pressed down delicately to expose what you're fighting for Lost from here and the now, then later We'll come back to the scene She says everything is alright Have you lost your mind? HELP!! Say you will Keep your promises If the war is lost We'll lose our confidence Set your sights lower Count the days I won't be coming home If the odds are against you Then you're on your own She says she's fine Have you lost your mind? All I want from you is all I'd ever take
4.
Wrong Thing 04:14
I'm born again Full of empty promises This should surely cheer you up I'm not to disturb you Steady hands fight the issues Passive scars may have opened up Wash my hands of your brothers blood Come out wherever you are Maybe you could stay awhile Would you last through the winter You'll be gone by December Wait by the phone, but nobody's home You said the wrong thing at the wrong time I've been away for too long Now close the door behind you Promises are long overdue Go on abide by the rules The looking glass and a blinded fool Close the lock on the gate If only now we were saved Surprise I'm finally back again It's only you and me I guess Another day running for your life Do you swear you were satisfied? Starting on this Have you been missed? With a passionate kiss I'll be convinced Hang on, the worst is yet to come I'm born again (you said) Full of empty promises (you said the wrong thing) This could surely cheer you up I could surely cheer you up
5.
Secret You 04:23
Forgive the things I've never said to you... I'm sorry I tried to hold on, you were gone (goodbye) The day has passed the sun has set I'm broken standing all alone Fill it up all the space in my heart (sleep sound) Rest in your fables a nightmare... Hide away you push it down so deep inside in fear That these secrets you Lock up tight then close your eyes Will it compromise and take you over Come quick the world's collapsing in on me Under my feet Only you can hold me up...my cornerstone An opening that's closed again I'm stretching standards lowering A consequence that's on the edge of breaking me down Rest in your fables, a nightmare... Heaven won't save us from falling... The hours passed the sun has set And slowly I watch it all drain into one In a succession of irreversible time My words become incoherent babble A subtle hue of apathy mixed with the overtone of regret Bloodshot eyes accompanied by the ritual signs of grief I feel no pulse of life.... Everything I fear I'm telling you angels couldn't hear You're screaming at the top of your lungs Get it out All the words that fail Filled and finally Rest assure all these lies Taken in, and they compromise Me And you And I couldn't say anything
6.
Trial by blinding light I see the fault lies on the outside Staring down the aisle If morning won't wake you up I know the sedative is setting in Will it be enough? Pain brings new mistakes You stand correcting and perfecting Every little thing Kill to captivate We measure distance by your innocence Sorry you're too late Opportunity is gone Where does that leave me? Somewhere between love and loss And I'm holding on Color change at the break of day And with your last words heading backwards Nothing left to say Home on a winding road Commence the ashes of your last wish The selling of your soul Derailed in the open air You make a short step your focus Oh I forget... I know what I'm searching for Can I get a look at you? Step into the light so I can see through that dress you're wearing I lost the feeling Start the healing So we can move on One borderline I've seen it all before Stand in the waiting line Standing here way too long Never say you're wrong I've seen this all before Save me Don't just stand there Save me One last time
7.
Breathe 04:43
Lies, starting where you left behind Steady moves that make you unafraid Lies, separate and intertwined A bigger hell awaiting your mistake Memories are all but left to fade Torn apart and taking a new shape Release all your tension To focus concentrate Breathe Your tourniquet This fire You breathe in Change for your tourniquet What makes it form from nothing Breathe in when it's coming down But together, we'll never fall Breathe in now Wasn't forever long enough? Well I'll say, "So long.." Silence crossed your lips and now you're gone I'm covered in the shit you have undone If you think you're unobtainable You better start to run Tomorrow will never... Come in She said...come in like everyone else Come in....relax Come in....lay down Face to face Lies and no mistakes; You feel
8.
This is the life I live What am I supposed to be? Something all together kind of funny, even clever Take back all these words It only makes it worse Contract, think first I thought you would've learned Where is the heart you bleed? Comfort behind the scenes Tossing, turning... Take position So concerning
9.
Anything but hopelessness And everything that goes with it Couldn't take another fall from where we are Don't deny the evidence The phony look of innocence And when you're persecuted for your blatant disregard Lately I feel sinister Undisciplined and immature And I blame society for failure and a broken home Now it serves you right The standards that we're living by There's a difference when we collide Will you shake my hand and then turn your back to break the tide? RIGHT Serves you right SUCKS me dry DAMN this endless guilt All I feel is tangled at the heels And I'm searching for an opening to let you in And as we turn Cautious so that no one's hurt You run ahead, steal our edge So I'll take the blame Patience is my only step And you're wondering why you've been left But behind these walls is the way step falls For the offering Sorry Forgive me It's been a long time Sorry Forgive me Can you tell yourself The end is near (Serves your right)(Can you tell yourself)

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released January 1, 2006

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